Lost Nuts and Found Bolts

Stephen 5-25-2014 Skype Series Thinking about Francis Bacon. In a few days we will be 64 years old. I can't get over,  how  I can't shake some things free. Then there are days where I'm not  able to find the words  to express the feelings and moods  that swing over me.

out my window at the Grand Starlight Hotel,  Shenzhen, China 5/16/2014

Reflection Pool   5/8/2014

Stephen - 4/6/2014 Preparing to travel to China  to view the planet from a different perspective.

March 16th 2014 I wonder and may never know  what Stephen hears, sees, or feels. We are linked by birth,  space and time. What do you hear, see and feel?

There is a historical and technological arc that will accompany this   - a correlation with human evolution and industrial revolution * 1.   Drawing,   the most basic of mark making methods –       stick in dirt, c harcoal on paper etc. ·       Make a drawing on paper – or a hand bill = one original ·       Repeat..... 2. Engraving on wood or metal – ·       This of course means that some sort of printing methodology        is developed.      Presses, ink, rollers, daubers, paper etc. ·       Lever pulled ·       Ink, print, distribute ·       Repeat..... 3. Movable type, enables complex narratives, coupled with             engraving ·       Means of production becomes streamlined · ...

Let's see it's been about 3-4 years since I was phased out and eliminated.  I've tried not to take it personal,  but when I turn around I notice I don't cast a shadow anymore. Looking for a start. Everything in me screams be still, stay, sit.   I've tried not to take it personal,  But when I look up, I see people standing over me, smiling,  dumping dirt from rusty, used shovels. I think I'm glued to the starting blocks,  the starting gun is poised to fire.  Or is it that I'm running in place,  while everyone else passes by. I've tried not to take it personal,  I can't be the only person who feels this way from time to time. dammit it IS personal!